Raining Inside

Elder’s Meditation of the Day
“People say that crisis changes people and turns ordinary people into wiser or more responsible ones.”
–Wilma Mankiller, CHEROKEE
There is a saying, conflict precedes clarity. The Medicine Wheel teachings say, in order for something to change it must first go through a struggle. When a crisis enters our lives, other powers are there to help us. We will learn some lessons. Will I honor and respect the next crisis?

Great Spirit, if a crisis occurs today, let me learn the lessons of wisdom.

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sometimes I wonder how smart we really are if we need a ‘crisis’ to learn something.  Maybe if we took time to listen to our Elders things wouldn’t always need to be so hard for us.  Reminds me of a story about a young man being with his grandfather on a hunt and it snowed as they were out, on the way home the young hunter decided to take a direct route instead of the way his grandfather recommended.  He got himself stuck in a ravine that the snow had covered up and had to wait on his grandfather to help him to get out.  Afterwards as they talked, the young hunter asked how his grandfather had known he should take that route.  His grandfather smiled as he said, “I also was young once.”  Wisdom doesn’t have to always be learned the hard way, if we take the time to listen.  I miss my grandfathers wisdom.

Still raining here, going to be almost 50 and clear outside today.

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As a kid, we use to jump off the bridge in the background into the river, the Piscataqua river is one of the fastest ocean flowing rivers in the world due to the width and the size of the bay upriver…. we did lots of stupid thugs back then.  We also use to jump from the bridge where this picture was taken.  It’s the entrance to Pierce Island, where the public pool was, had to do something before the pool opened in the summer…. LOL

Awakening The Inner Warrior, Stoking The Fire Within, DailyOM.com

There are certain personality archetypes that we all carry within us, such as the inner child, the lover, and the mother. Some of these archetypes present themselves strongly, while others lay fallow. For example, there is an inner warrior in each one of us, but in some of us this warrior is underdeveloped to the point that we are unable to stand up for ourselves, even when necessary. There can be many reasons for this. We may have grown up with a parent whose warrior aspect was overdeveloped, and we responded by repressing ours completely. On the other hand, we may have grown up with parents in whom this aspect was dormant, so we never learned to awaken it in ourselves.

A warrior is someone with the strength to stand up for what he or she believes; someone who perseveres in the face of challenges and obstacles; someone who speaks and acts in the service of an ideal; someone who protects those who are too weak to fight for themselves. Regardless of the reasons for an underdeveloped inner warrior, you may begin to notice the lack of its fiery, protective presence and wish to awaken it. You may need to stand up for yourself in a certain relationship or situation, or you may have a vision you want to realize, and you know you will need the courage, energy, and strength of a warrior to succeed. Similarly, if you find that you often feel scared, anxious, or powerless, rousing this sleeping ally may be just the antidote you need.

One excellent way to cultivate the presence of your inner warrior is to choose a role model who embodies the qualities of bravery, strength, and vitality. This person could be a character in a myth, movie, or book, or a historical or living person you admire. Simply close your eyes each day and contemplate the quality of energy that attracts you to this person, knowing that the same potential lives within you. Confirm for yourself that you are capable of handling this energy responsibly, and stoke the fire of your own inner courage.

I’m off back to KY tonight with work, See ya’ll when I get back

Walking in Peace, TCWF

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Published in: on November 28, 2007 at 12:29 pm Leave a Comment

raining here

Elder’s Meditation of the Day
“In the absence of the sacred, nothing is sacred — everything is for sale.”
–Oren Lyons, ONONDAGA
The Elders often say that when something is sacred it has spiritual value. You’ll hear, on the Earth there are sacred spots. You’ll hear, our ceremonies are sacred, our children are sacred, marriage is sacred. When something is sacred it means it’s so holy you can’t attach a value to it. Therefore, it’s not for sale. It’s an insult to suggest buying something sacred. On the other hand, if we look at it differently, as there is no sacred land, ceremonies are not sacred, our children are not sacred, etc., then everything is for sale. Sacredness creates spiritual space. Sacredness makes things holy. Sacredness shows respect for God.

Great Spirit, let me honor things that are sacred.

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Today was a 14 hour plus day at work… got up this morning at 4 am for work, left the house about 6.  Raining, outside and a little in….  Sometimes the things we fight for the most are the things we need the least… and the things that are easily available that we truly do need we brush aside to fight for what we need the least.   Been fighting a lot lately.

Yesterday, walked around the lake, saw a huge flock of turkeys who apparently survived Thanksgiving, was able to count 34, know I missed a bunch.  what I wouldn’t have given for a good scatter gun…

Tomorrow I’m off, I’m going out to my lake…. for another walk… no scatter gun is going with me. 

TedWhittenkraus_summer2006_2And whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord and not to men.  Colossians 3:23 

Each day is a gift and within it the possibility for great things. We can thank God for the day and embrace it with great expectation, as we invite Him to join us throughout our day. God wants to be a part of everything we do. We all have different abilities and skills. If we relinquish our abilities and skills to God, allowing Him to be our boss, our work becomes eternal and the possibilities endless.

I thank You for loving me so greatly, and for giving me this day and the ability and talents to accomplish great things throughout it. I commit to do my best for You. I pray that You will give me the strength and wisdom to follow Your direction. It is my desire to bring glory and honor to You within this day

Sometimes the night was beautiful
Sometimes the sky was so far away
Sometimes it seemed to stoop so close
You could touch it but your heart would break

Sometimes the morning came too soon
Sometimes the day could be so hot
There was so much work left to do
But so much You’d already done
 
Sometimes I think of Abraham
How one star he saw had been lit for me
He was a stranger in this land
And I am that, no less than he

And on this road to righteousness
Sometimes the climb can be so steep
I may falter in my steps
But never beyond Your reach

Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You

I will seek You in the morning
And I will learn to walk in Your ways
And step by step You’ll lead me
And I will follow You all of my days

adapted from Rich Mullins \ Sometimes By Step

Published in: on November 27, 2007 at 12:33 pm Leave a Comment

Elder’s Meditation

Elder’s Meditation of the Day
“Power is not manifested in the human being. True power is in the Creator.”
–Oren Lyons, ONONDAGA
The Old Ones say the only true power is spiritual power. Sometimes our egos tell us we have power but really we don’t. Great Spirit power is called by other names such as love, forgiveness, intelligence, life, principles and laws. When the Creator uses this power to make the human being powerful, we must stay humble. We should constantly acknowledge that we are who we are. We do what we do because of the power of the Great One.

Great One, guide me to use Your power well. I will use it only to serve the people.

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I get so irritated sometimes when I hear these people claim they have this or that ‘power.’  They have nothing that wasn’t freely given to them by our Creator…. then they have the audacity to charge people for this and that, for something that was freely given to them.  I feel if I was freely given, I should freely give.   Yeah, I’m strange that way.

Took LV to the doctors today, has a kidney / bladder infection.  She should have told me and we could have gone days ago…. got home and put her back to bed, then threatened the kids with leaf raking if they didn’t behave.  Went out later, to get my Med bag from my truck, where it was because the leather cord broke last week and I forgot to bring it home.  Gurlie and I went to pick it up, then to Heaven & Nature, got a really great piece of Lapis as well as some other smaller stones, gurlie got a small rose quartz heart to place in her sleep bag along with some amathyst I gave her for it.

Have two more days home before I go into work on Monday for a while…. will probably be totally crazy by then…. I get cabin fever I guess being home to long.

BTW…. It was not my birthday last week… I need to stock up on Pesticide I guess..

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Thanksgiving Day was great, had lots of really good food, lots of stuff with Pecans involved in their making… just had another piece of Pecan Pie…. that was really good.  The only bad part about Peacn pie is that it’s cheaper now to just buy one of them than to buy the Pecans and make one here… I can get a ready to chow down on Pie for as much as a bag of Pecans to make one…. what’s wrong with that picture?

btw… the pictures are form back home in NH

Walk in Peace, TCWF 

Published in: on November 25, 2007 at 1:15 am Leave a Comment

Oh Hell… it Snowed Last Night

Elder’s Meditation of the Day
“Our Spiritual belief is that we were created as part of the land – so our identity, our names, and our songs are all tied to the land.”
–Chief Roderick Robinson, NISGA’A
In the traditional way, the names of native people had great meaning. We even had naming ceremonies. The naming of someone was very important and had great significance because it was tied to the Earth. The identity of each member and the teachings of the songs were all tied to Mother Earth. We need to know these teachings from our culture. This knowledge will help us heal the people.

My Maker, today help me find my identity.

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According to the weather today, this is the earliest we’ve had snow on the ground in 56 years.  Yes, probably 2″ of mushy white gooey mess… and it’s suppose to be in the low 60’s on Wednesday.

Was gonna update in the morning, but I need to get up about 3 am to go to work, to Silver Springs, MD, gonna wind up out in Columbus, OH for Wednesday morning and back home again in time to gobble up all the good feed on Fatty Fat Day… we haven’t called it Thanksgiving for a while.  We got a 20# plus bird to cook, Sweet taters,  Turkey Stuffin and gravy, Pumpkin and PECAN!!!! pie with Ice cream and whipped cream (real whipped cream). along with the normal stuff, like croissant rolls, regular taters, veggies and all that other stuff to make it seem healthier…. Turkey, Sweet Taters and PECAN!!!!! pie that’s all I need.  I can’t wait…

Still feeling a little crappy, didn’t use any nose spray last night before bed, just been taking the 24 hour sudafed in the morning.  Think I’m gonna stop though tomorrow, seems my nose feels more stuffed after taking it than before… maybe drying it out to much… but I got some spray moisturizer so I’m good.

OKAY, Some PEST out there is spreading a rumor I’m 55 today…. well obviously the senile old pest has lost her mind since I’m not 55 for over almost 6 years yet…. unlike her pesty behind.

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Casting all your care upon him; for he cares for you.  1 Peter 5:7

Some days are hectic and busy, and I feel many things, but peaceful certainly isn’t one of them. I have a tendency to think the circumstances in my life should dictate the peace I feel. I’ve come to understand God cares for me so much and everything that concerns me, or rattles my day. I can lay every un-nerving part of it at his feet. In releasing it into God’s hands, it becomes His and no longer mine to carry. My focus then shifts, from all of the problems to my God. The circumstances are still surrounding me, but so is His strength. My perspective of the mountain changes when I realize, I am not climbing it alone. My mind becomes fixed on God, and He takes me to the top of, what seemed, an un-reachable mountain top and showers me with His perfect peace all along the way.

I trust You Grandfather, to handle all the things that become too much for me; the mountains in my life that seem too high to climb. I place all my care into Your hands and together, I know we will make it to the top, and down the other side. Help me to keep my eyes fixed on You, and shower me with Your perfect peace in every circumstance. Thank You for Your great care for me.  adapted from God Today

I wish everyone… even my Pest… the happiest of Thanksgivings…. may you all be Blessed

Walk in Peace, TCWF

Published in: on November 19, 2007 at 11:48 pm Leave a Comment

Not much happening

Elder’s Meditation of the Day
“Language is a vehicle for carrying spirit, life, family. Language, religion, and land base are three things that characterize culture.”
–Edmund Ladd, ZUNI PUEBLO
The Elders say we nee to know the answers to three questions in order for us to be connected the Earth, the Sky, the East, the West, the South, the North. The three questions are: 1. Why are we? 2. Who are we? 3. Where are we going? If we know the language, if we have our spirituality and if we can pray on sacred spots, then we are able to seek the answer to the questions. We must protect the language, religion and land so our future generations can stay connected.

Great Spirit, help us maintain our language, spirit, family, religion and our Mother Earth.

Well the weekend is over… guess that’s about as mch as I can say about it.  Wasn’t a very good one, oh well. sometimes that happens.

Saturday when I got home I stopped by and picked up some new stones from Heaven & Nature it’s a cool store and Vonnie is awesome, always brings me back some cool turquiose from the Pheonix Gem Show every year.  Pretty reasonable prices as well…..  I mean for rocks and all.  I got some for gurlie gurl, to help with her dreams, she’s been having some bad ones… also picked up a few for me as well… never have enough stones… some blue lapsi and some smokey quartz as well as black tormaline…

Work is a issue again, or should I say lack of work.. three days a week just doesn’t cut it.  But I know I make just as much working three days as most drivers make living in a truck 24/7… so there is the problem.  Work more for basically less…. or work for a union co, and prety much never know when I’m going to work and having a 4 hour on call status for the next forever… been there before and believe me it sucks.

Well, didn’t get a lot of sleep last night so I’m off to sleep.

Have a wonderful week everyone,

Walking in Peace, by choice… TCWF

Published in: on November 13, 2007 at 12:23 pm Leave a Comment

Wildwood Lake

Elder’s Meditation of the Day
“What does it matter how long I pray, so long as my prayers are answered?”
–Sitting Bull, HUNKPAPA LAKOTA
Too often we worry about the words we use in prayer. We focus on the words. What really counts is the spirit and intent behind our words. It is the spirit and intent that the Creator responds to. He reads and listens to our heart. Prayer isn’t only when we fold our hands and pray. Prayer is when we talk to the Creator even when we are walking down a path or sitting on a hill or walking in the mountains. The Elders say, walk in prayer. We should be willing to talk with the Great One.

Great Spirit, today I will pray to You all day. Listen to my heart.

Today my thoughts and prayers have been for a friend, her cousin had to have more surgery today.  In the world today we hardly ever hear of anyone ‘praying through’ anymore.  Like a quick 2 minute prayer is more than most people have the patience for anyore.  In times past I remember spending hours praying.  Even now some days at the lake in the morning I might spend 2 hours or more in prayer, meditation, with my flute or just listening to the winds in the trees.  But is prayer really enough? maybe once we are done with our prayer…. we should take the time to listen before continuing with our day.

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Today I spent some time at Wildwood Lake  it’s a local place about a half hour from here… surrounded by highways on three sides and a industrial area on the other.  It’s a beautiful place this time of year, actually any time of year. But this time of year when the crowds of summer have huddled back inside away from the chill of the air.  I think we saw 10 other people in our 4 mile walk around it today.  Of course I had my new camera with me so I took a few pictures… hope you enjoy them.  And Yes, I hugged a tree while there…. LOL  We saw a river otter while there as well, but kinda walked up on it and surpriszed it and couldn’t get a picture… that would have been nice to have for here

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Lots of ducks and Canadian Geese were there

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We saw lots of turtles as well, was kinda surprised since as chilly as it’s been to find them out sunning themselves, guess it’s the last good chance before burrowing into the mud for the winter.  Do you see all 4 in the picture.  We didn’t notice the one while there, only after getting home and editing the pictures did I see the smallest one.

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 I hope everyone is having a wonderful week so far, I’m enjoying a few days off after working since the 17th of Oct straight through the 3rd of Nov.

Walk in Peace

Published in: on November 6, 2007 at 3:07 am Leave a Comment